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The greatest
part of the simple truth God graciously hit me over the head with was that I
need to be empty when I came before Him.
Before, I’d
been caught up trying to mold the time into what I thought it should be,
directing the minutes, struggling to understand, to find the wisdom on my own,
all the while leaving God out, my mind overcrowded with three hundred
ninety-eight other things I needed to do or wanted to learn and never realizing
this very simple truth:
Only
when we’re empty can we be filled.
Think about
a cup.
If we bring
it to the pitcher full, where is the new liquid going to go?
Likewise,
when we come before God full of our own expectations and ideas of what we need
to learn, what He needs to fill us
with, what we think will prosper us best, there is no room for Him to pour His
wisdom into our proud and domineering hearts.
Accordingly,
if we bring a cup to the pitcher half-full, we will only come away with half of
what we could have received.
God is so
faithful and so loving! He will still pour Himself into our half-filled cups,
but His wisdom will be diluted with our ideas and mingled with our expectations
and we will receive, by our own faults, a watered down version of what we could
have gotten.
But if we
bring a cup empty, if we bring our hearts empty, with no demands, no
clamoring, no proud, self-sufficient wisdom, admitting that we know absolutely
nothing when compared with Him, then we will come away full to the brim with
His purest wisdom. If we leave the space open and come to listen and be filled,
He will not disappoint and our cups will overflow.
This is
what He taught. To Martha, whose cup was overflowing with the things she felt
needed to be done. To Mary, who chose the one thing that was needful. And to
all of us, who struggle and long to know His heart.
God wants
us to be empty when we come to Him. In humility, we must acknowledge that we, with
our broken, battered, empty hearts, can bring nothing to measure up to to Him.
We can contribute nothing. The foolishness of God is wiser than our wisdom, and
the weakness of God is greater than our strength.
{1 Corinthians 1:25 {slightly revised}} We must come to learn of Him,
to have our empty, worldly, foolish wisdom overcome with His truth, because, as
Peter put it, “Lord, to whom shall we go?
You have the words of eternal life.”
{John 6:68}
So come
before the Lord with an empty heart and ask only for it to be filled. Don’t
tell Him what you expect to hear; don’t outline His territory. You are the
student, not the teacher, so let Him teach! He knows all things; trust that He will give you what you need when and only when you need it. Put
aside your “wisdom” and your “agenda” and let Him show you the truths you’ve
been missing. He is omniscient. What are you? Just let Him speak through His
word. God doesn’t need you to try and figure it all out by yourself. He
doesn’t need you to teach yourself. He knows it all backward and forward, so
why avoid His wisdom? He doesn’t need you to explain it.
That’s His
job.
All He asks
is that we give Him the time to speak to our hearts. The
time to fill us with all the knowledge and wisdom and grace that He longs to
shower upon us. And you may not come away with an earth-shattering,
mind-blowing truth every day. Don’t feel as if the time was worthless or less
fulfilling because of that. Sometimes it’s just in the sitting and reading
where you are encouraged, blessed and uplifted. God knows what you need to hear
each day. Even if you think you needed something else, trust that what He gives
you will be sufficient.
He will
tell you everything you need to know if you will sit and listen.
Empty and
willing to hear.
And after
you hear, willing to apply and obey.
'Til next time!
Great post--this really helped me. Thanks for sharing what you've learned!! :)
ReplyDeleteGod bless,
Bekah
Wonderful post!
ReplyDeleteWonderful.
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